I've been going through vertigo. Basically my whole life and I'm only fourteen. I hate it so much it's a terrible feeling. I've gone through my whole life with questions about what was going on. Until last fall (09) when I went to the emergency. i had the worst phase of dizziness, nausea, faintness I have ever experienced. I was so faint I just could not sit upright, lie down on my back or stand, and walking was out of the question period. I fainted when I talked, ate, or moved. I just lay wherever I dropped.
I was careful not to move my head which made it even worse. I was so scared I couldn't take it. Everything was in a jumble, I could barely see (i already have like the worst eyesight ever) so this made it even worse. I felt like if I put anything in my mouth even water I would vomit, which of course had to happen.
It started that night, and when I realized getting ready for school was impossible, that was it. It just got worse and worse. So I went to the emergency room and they put me on IV fluid, since I couldn't drink water anyway. They asked me what kind of dizziness I was feeling and did I have nausea, headaches, ear pain? Or whatever. What surprised them was that I get vertigo even in my sleep. So I feel like I'm not safe from it anywhere at anytime. So the gave me a CAT scan and ran some other tests. They found nothing wrong, and the doctor didn't see why I had what she called vertigo, so she sent me to an ear and nose specialist and was trying to decide whether to send me to a neurologist.
They found nothing also with my hearing. In fact, i found out I have one of the best hearing possible. However, I did get pains in my ear and ringing. The doctor gave me meclizine and told me the vertigo would last for a few weeks or maybe a couple months. I thought how odd since this has been going on like all my life. Just like I thought there was no couple months, the vertigo comes and goes as it pleases disturbing my life throughout the year sometimes at two-week periods sometimes a month or two. The meclizine pills I have help sometimes. Sometimes they don't.
If I feel really dizzy, it doesn't help at all, so I've probably taken more than I should in hopes that it would have a stronger effect and help, more, but I can't really recall if that helped or not. But now I'm just tired of this it is interfering with my life. When I get vertigo I feel like I'm going to vomit, especially when I eat (and then I do). I learned from this (this is probably terrible) but whenever the vertigo is in this phase, I just don't eat period. Or I eat very very little. I'm pretty sure I developed stomach ulcers from doing this. Ulcers are painful – especially when I'm trying to sleep – but not as bad as vertigo in my sleep (at least in my case).
Even at school it makes me not be able to think straight. I can't focus because I'm super dizzy. Well, I get confused which is very very frustrating. One time last school year in 8th grade I took my EOC's for a high school course, and I knew it probably wouldn't go too well because the vertigo came back a couple days earlier. I thought about staying home and missing it. But it was too important and anything is better than a zero and makeup exam in a strange environment. So I went and took the test and hid my tears of frustration. And got a grade of 85. I was so upset. I know I could have done better if not for the vertigo.
This semester in high school I'm taking a "plus" class of the class I took last year and I'm choosing to retake my eoc's and hopefully I won't get vertigo this time. But my original grade is going on record thing for when I apply for college. And it is terrible to get A's and B's soon to be all A's and an 85 (a C) is not going to help me. I'm scared that because of vertigo I won't get into a good school.
Another thing it does is screw up my soccer (football) season. The doctor at the emergency room told me not to do things that made me dizzier, or faint. She told me no athletics, and she said I shouldn't play soccer so I had to miss the whole rest of the season, very upsetting. I stopped listening when the vertigo didn't stop in time for spring season. It also made me have to stop singing in my church choir since the noise made my ears ring, making me even dizzier and holding my breath and singing out made me light headed and nearly black out or black out.
The same thing happened with playing the clarinet in my school band. I had to stop everything. Well, that's pretty much how vertigo has been affecting my life and what it feels like. Some people don't understand how much it stinks. I hate when people think people over exaggerate it and that it's not serious when it clearly is. My gym teacher ignored my doctors note and made me do athletics or get zeroes. I didn't mind trying to participate but I didn't want to run or do anything that would make my dizzy and faint. But he didn't care and I pretty much fainted during his class and he sort of stopped making me do the kind of agility stuff.
Anyway, I do wonder if it's normal to have had vertigo all your life and get it all year long on and off along with it's side effects. I also wonder if it's crazy to get it during your sleep and in your dreams in your sleep and feel it in real life. I guess yeah it stinks. A lot. And I wish it would just go away. I'm just happy I don't have it continually everyday. And there are things/illnesses a lot worse than it. I'm grateful for that but can someone come up with a permanent cure, please! I hate vertigo.